Lately I’ve been dwelling a lot on my life, the future in particular.
I’m currently a nursing student and when I return in July I will continue with my study. But being here in Singapore and experiencing life that differs from what I’m “suppose to do” really gets you thinking. I want adventure in my life.
Yes uni is an adventure in itself but every time I think back to uni I get scared, because I’m not that person anymore. In a way, I don’t see myself as a nurse anymore. I’m more confused than ever and I’m terrified.
I guess what I’m scared about the most is not becoming the person I’m suppose to be, the person I have the potential to become.
I’m not exactly a capable person, but I seek adventure. I want something that’s exciting, something that keeps me on my toes, something challenging.
I just don’t know if the life that awaits my return is the life for me anymore.
I hate adulting, I just want to kid/ Jo Out.